tinggalkan malaysia sekejap

assalamualaikum semua...

sekarang aku dok kat umah abang aku kat subang. malam esok akan ke KLIA, nak buat umrah. ye, aku dan the rest of my family akan menunaikan umrah. sudah pasti, ini merupakan pengalaman yang agak baru bagi aku. berdebar? gemuruh? takut? teruja? semua ada. tapi yang pasti, semua ibadat kena ditunaikan dengan sebaik mungkin.

makkah al-mukarramah

flight kitaorang dari KLIA tu akan ke bahrain. tidur kat sana dalam satu malam, lepas tu ke jeddah kan seterusnya ke madinah. kat sana maybe kitaorang akan dok kat sana dalam dua malam. sekejap je.

madinah al-munawwarah

lepas tu, kitaorang akan bertolak ke makkah untuk buat ibadat umrah tu. rasa bersyukur la jugak sebab ayah aku yang sponsor sume perbelanjaan kitaorang. alhamdulillah. dapat juga menjejakkan kaki ke tanah suci. menjadi tetamu Allah. segala puji bagi Allah, pencipta segala sekian alam.

aku belum lagi dapat menghafal segala doa tu. tapi dah tahu la basic-basic dia tu. insya-Allah, aku akan cuba untuk ingat semuanya.

apa-apa pun, aku harap agar korang dapat maafkan segala kesalahan aku kat korang, kot-kot aku ada buat korang terasa hati ke, aku ada terkasar bahasa ke. segala salah dan silap harap dapat diampun.

berubah.

dan aku harap korang doakan agar perjalanan kami sekeluarga diberkati Allah dan semoga selamat pergi dan balik. so long, malaysia. see you in two weeks more :)

the hyperactive cockroach

assalamualaikum to all of my readers

well, you know that i hate cockroaches so much that every time i meet them, i'll give them some poisonous greeting called the insect spray. it's one of the effective warm welcome from me to them so far. haha.

so, when i was in my room, that little creature caught my eyes while it was wandering here and there. and yes, i decide to kill it. there's always a killing instinct inside me, to terminate the little creature. blame me, i couldn't resist the temptation to kill it. this is a serious business for me. haha.

i couldn't help myself but sprayed the Ridsect directly to its body, as i expecting a great devastative aftermath of the cockroach homicide. the first attempt doesn't affect it that much, the only thing was that it turned out to crawl up to the curtain. that scared me as i'm afraid it'll FLY! yes, a flying cockroach. what a nightmare. so i sprayed more, hoping that it will fall dramatically with some sound effect, or some CGI... i'm just kidding.

the climax is to see the cockroach die. but one thing that keep bugging in my mind is to watch how the way it die. it keep jumping here and there. like, dude, chill up, you're going to die. just make it simple. you don't have to jump or make it like another tragic death. you're no one unless you are practicing some circus moves to make yourself a famous person one day. i mean, a famous insect.

and, after a long and tiring exciting show, the life of another cockroach has ended. it is buried deep inside the shelves near my study table. no one knows when it will be found. maybe when i cleaning my room.

i am MALAY

chinese guy: you orang melayu ka?

me: a'ah, saya orang melayu *while my face showed some curiosity*

chinese guy: owh, tapi you aa, lagi putih dari saya maa... haha *while comparing his skin to mine*

me: haha. *just laughing, don't know what to say*

chinese guy: eh, mata you memang hijau ka?

me: eh, x ada la. ni contact lense. saya rabun

chinese guy: you x ada boyfriend kaa?

me: x ada. nape?

chinese guy: you better cari cepat-cepat maa... haha

me: haha, x ada la... x berminat lagi nak ada boyfriend-boyfriend ni...

chinese guy: owh, okay-okay...haha..you mau balik kelantan ka? you blaja kat sini aa?

me: a'ah. nak balik kelantan, cuti sem 6 bulan...

chinese guy: owh, you blaja apa? kat mana?

me: saya blaja law kat uitm shah alam.

chinese guy: owh...eh, nanti jangan saman saya aa..haaha

me: haha, nape plak saya nak saman?

chinese guy: x ada la, takut-takut you ingat i nak mengorat you ka apa...haha

me: haha, x ada la. x kan saya nak saman plak..

and the conversation keep going on for about 30 minutes...well, it's a bit weird for a stranger to talk with me for such a long period. but i'm okay with it, if that guy don't gatal-gatal with me la. haha.

he seems to be surprised to notice me as a malay girl. not to brag, but maybe my skin is fairer than his. he keep asking me this and that, but yeah, i just answered all those questions. x nak orang fikir aku ni perasan and sombong plak.

i admit that i'm a little bit uncomfortable to chat with him because i hardly understand what he's talking about, his malay accent is not that good and i smelled something bad from his mouth, maybe the mouth odour of maybe that's how alcohol smells like.

what i'm trying to say is, i am a MALAY girl, and i'm proud with it. as the saying goes by Hang Tuah, ' x akan hilang melayu di dunia'. :)