comelnya

ohoohoho..innocentnye muka dia..

comel giler

tp bila dh besar ganas giler

anyway don't let this type of tiger species be extincted.they deserve to live in the place called earth.u can make a difference ;)

long time no see

*lets go to gym.burn some calories.build some muscles.have flat abs.awesome legs.nice ass.*

maaf.tu hanye iklan utk seketika.

ok.ak dh lame x menulis.jari jemari ak x kehausan utk menulis.tp mlm ni mereka dipaksa utk menulis beberapa kerat ayat.

td ak pergi umah ain,buat cupcakes.excited giler.*mata masih melihat cupcakes yg berada di sebelah ak*

sygnye nk makan benda ni.sgt cute.haha.ak lemah tol bab2 benda yg cute2 ni.

actually ni first time ak wat cupcakes.kalu wat ngn besties lg syok.hoho.

ak mls nk mengupload gambar2nye kt sini.korg check out my fb sudah la ek.hoho

maaf la.kemalasan itu masih menguasai secara dominan di dlm diri ak,x lame nti,akn jd recessive la tu memandangkan masa hibernasi ak sudah hampir habis.cpt mase berlalu.

1-2 bulan nti ak maybe ssah nk bersenang-lenang lg.pyh utk menghadap fb,blog,youtube.yahoo. or pape website lg.agaga.

bolehkah ak hidup tanpa internet??owh no way.i bet u.

dream on!!

dream on ida.

u won't get him.

that's the reality.

ouch,that's hurt.

-_-

i'm concern

sori kalu post ni akn menyinggung sape2

bkn nk jd kurang ajr or pape jela org nk fikir

td ak gi beli ais kt kedai runcit.ramai org.tua,muda,dewasa.

sume ad.pastu ad bdak skolah menengah(skola ptg or ponteng!!)

memandangkan mase tu dkt kul 12

budak tu mintak nk beli rokok sebtg

mak cik tu jual la kt dia

ak kt situ cam tercengang gak ar

coz ni first time kot bg ak dok dlm situasi mcm tu

i mean like...

bdk tu truly bwh 18

mane bleh jual utk diaorg ok!!

i guess patut la agknya gejala merokok kt skola or mane2 ni ssah nk bendung

i mean i'm concern about these people

masyarakat sndri pun wat x endah je ngn warning tu

ak tau mak cik tu nk cari sesen dua nk tanggung hidup kan

tp ntah ar..i'm kinda confused

anyway,i think student mase umur diaorg tu patut blaja

demi mase dpn diaorg.ilmu tu.

bkn blaja hisap rokok or benda yg x de faedah

kalu nk merokok sgt pun lps2 habis blaja la

ingat merokok tu nmpak COOL ar??

it's not ok.

i'm here

and here i am again
telling the moments of mine
the fingers are unstoppable
hunger for the truth
hunger to tell the world

the feelings
that dwelling in my heart
since long time ago
since i knew u
since everything started to be
so wrong
so cruel
against me

to me
the weak me
the pathetic me
the bad me
to every sides of me

i'd been pondered a lot
never tired of thinking
maybe this is the best for me
or maybe not

shall i wait till the time comes???
till the very right person comes
and knocks me heart again??
shall i wait and think twice
or just say YES at that very moment???

the world keep spinning me around
confusing me,persuading me
but i still could
resist those damn temptations

my journey is far way more
may i become stronger
to face all the obstacles ahead
for the consequences
in every actions i can take
for the risks i might look upon
for chances i shall grab
for the best of mine
in the future

for the past that i left
let the by gone be by gone
and some of the memories
that stick in my head
i just couldn't let them go

and i want u to know
u are the past that i couldn't let go
u are the pieces of my past
i couldn't forget u...

i'm still here,waiting with anticipation...

ME

ok

(lupakan sebentar bilik yg bersepah ini)

tumpukan pd ak

~i'm terribly missing u~

who just didn't fall in love with this scorching-hot-yet-innocent-face guy??

OMG.OMG.

i'm drowning into his brown eyes^^

ed weswick teramat hensem orgnya.

take that.

agagagaga.

nice pose

i like

thumbs up!!!

a new truth

enough is enough

nothin to say

just nk gtau yg...

AK AMAT TERASA HATI DGN TINDAKAN KORG

SUDAH LAMA PENDAM

SGT MENYAKITKAN HATI

APE KORG ANGGAP AK NI APA HAH???!!!

GRR....

ak sgt bengang skrg ok.

ak pendam dr dlu lg

cuma x gtau je

duhh.....

I'M SO HURT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cry.down.loser.duhh.

ok.

so i burst into tears again.

no way.

i'm a strong girl.i'm a big girl.big girls don't cry.

yes way.

i can't bear it anymore..

dear mum,

i'm sorry for what i've done to u right now.i really didn't mean it.i guess i'm a little bit stress.mood swing.yes,pms.i know it's all my fault.those words and reactions were not i expected for me to say out loud.

i'm sorry i can't be the little daughter that u can always proud of.i'm not smart.i'm not pretty.

no guys want me.they even didn't catch a glance of me.yes,now i feel like i'm a loser.

u spoiled me.u filled all my need.u gave me all i want.but trust me mum.i love u the most.i really don't wanna lose u...i couldn't live without u.

i know,i'm not a really good daughter.yes,i do rebel sometimes.that's me.i couldn't control myself of being little bit more polite towards u.but i promise to u mum,i will change.i need to understand others' feelings and situations too.

i just need some time to dig out the new me.the new ME that u can love and be proud of more with greater sum.i lack some of values that u wished i had.i know.u just didn't tell me.

just wait and see,and i'll be the girl that u can say,"hey,that's my girl and i'm so proud of her".a girl that u so proud and u can show off to ur friends and family.

last but not least,i hope u will read this one day mum.i'll try my best to be what u want.

i have no place to express all my feelings that keep filling my heart continuosly.non stop.friends are not the best spot for me to tell things that i think not appropriate for others to know.boyfriend??what for??should i say..uh...never mind.it's just me and my blog.putriangsana just know how to listen to all my story.she's a good listener.i heart u..

kau pergi...

ak menerima berita yg agk mengejutkan dr kwn skolah rendah ak smlm.

kwn ak dh meninggal dunia due to accident.

innnalillahiwainnalillahirajiun...

ya Allah,korang bygkan lah perasaan ak mcm ne time tu

kwn ak tu namenye ashraf

dia accident dkt blkg pdg tembak dkt tangki air dlm kul 3-4 am gitu

abg ak ad gitau yg ad org accident kt situ tp ak x sangka org tu kwn ak sndri

arwah meninggal di tempat kejadian

walaupun kitaorg x rapat tp dia still kwn ak dlu

arwah masih muda lg

x sempat nk masuk u pun

namun sume tu dh takdir

maut dan ajal di tgn Allah

semoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dlm golongan org2 yg beriman

amin...

may u rest in peace,my friend...

~1992-2010~

friends till die

time ak menulis ni ak tgh mendengar lagu BSB-SHOW ME THE MEANING OF BEING LONELY.rangkapnya "tell me why i can't be there when u are" mmg terlekat di dlm kepala otak ak skrg.lagu ni xde kaitan pun ngn ak.(ye ke?).mungkin fikiran itu yg memenuhi kepala otak kamu skrg.so biarkan ak membuat kamu semua tertanya2 dgn hal ini.lg syok.

anyway,tu bukan tujuan utama ak menulis kali ini.this time,ak nk tunjuk kpd korang semua my besties dr skola menengah sampai skrg.ya,mmg ak ad besties di MRSMKT tp biar ak tunjuk yg dekat SMKPC2 dulu.*sbnrnye ak xde gambar kitaorg berkumpul sama2*

mungkin korang tertanya2,mane dtg sorang mamat ni??well,dia pun geng ak gak ok.suke hati la org nk kata ape pun,ak syg mereka semua ok.they influences my life the most.kalu xde diaorg, x tau hidup ak mcm ne.KOSONG agaknye.pucat.lesi.putih.tidak menarik.tp bila ngn diarog.sume havoc.happening.kecoh.kepoh.giler2.x leh dok diam.ak suke mereka semua.they color my life.semua ngn perangai yg berlainan buat kami jd HEBAT*ok,skali skala nk berlagak gak*

ape yg buat ak bangga ngn geng2 ak ialah time kitaorg amik exam PMR tahun 07.bangga giler kot coz sume geng kitaorg dpt 8A's.STRAIGHT A'S beb.mmg gempak ok.so sad bila berpecah ikut haluan masing2.dua gi MRSMPC,dua kt MRSM BESUT n dua lg kt MRSMKT(including me).

but we're still in contact.slalu kuar utk merapatkan hubungan yg agk renggang since kitaorg berpecah.tp sorang dh pindah JB.tinggal 5 jela skrg.i'll be missing u,babe.

p/s:korang tgok la betapa sengalnye muka ak tu.mmg x leh blah.gambar ni diambil mase awl tahun 08.n korang akn perasan ak menulis ngn agk skema sket kali ni.ngahaha

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