tempat sama, tapi tempat lain

assalamualaikum semua :)

dah lebih sebulan dah x update. biasa la, malas la katakan. hehe. sibuk le sekarang. aku dah masuk U balik. seperti biasa, masih di shah alam, masih di cempaka, masih di mawar. tempat yang sama, situasi sudah berubah sedikit. masuk degree, mawar blok 2b. keadaan pasti akan jadi lebih kelam-kabut x lama lagi.

anyway, roommate aku adalah budak APB, which is akademi pengajian bahasa. aku panggil dia kak nina. x pernah lagi aku sebilik atau satu dorm dgn orang yang lebih tua dari aku, even time mrsm dlu. tapi x pe, dia okay je.

degree ni plak masuk kelas LWB01D. mujurlah sekelas dengan acap, bieha, mun, nazi and fathy. kalau x, mmg aku loner la dalam kelas tu. x ramai budak luar, bape kerat je. ramai asasi shah alam. tapi bilangan lelaki dah bertambah. dulu time asasi 7 orang, sekarang 10 orang. dah la sorang2 badan tough macam malek noor. hehe. muka je legend, tapi hati cute. haha. pompuan plak byk muka dah kenal. ada dua tiga orang je budak baru. bleh dikatakan hampir 95 % budak degree part 1 adalah asasi uitm shah alam. bangga siot. haha. dah la batch ni paling ramai, 323 students. dulu 100++ lebih je.

setakat ni, kelas x la heavy sangat sebab baru masuk. so, banyak kelas yang x ada. sem ni ada empat subjek law, satu subjek english, satu subjek islam, satu subjek bahasa ketiga and satu lagi koko. aku dengan semangatnya masuk outward bound atau dalam bahasa melayunya kembara. aku mmg minat outdoor activity. ramai yang masuk kesatria sebab satu sem je. kembara ni tiga sem.so, bila dah masuk, kena la prepare physically and mentally. x ramai pun yang amik kembara. dalam 80+ je budak part 1.

tentang lecturer plak, mostly memang x kenal, or should i say, memang x kenal langsung. x pernah nampak muka2 mereka sebelum ni. bila dah blaja dengan diaorang, okay la jugakk. blaja bahasa perancis mmg best. nak2 lecturer yang ajar tu mmg sporting habis. nama dia dr. alexandre xavier. kelas gitu nama dia. haha. madam norliza yang ajar law of torts I pun best jugakk. kelakar and sempoi. lecturer yang ajar consti, sir ismail mmg baik. x serius. x garang. selalu senyum and ketawa dlm kelas. mmg comel la. haha. jgn main2, dia tu prof tau. haha

this sem mmg byk kena kuar duit. nak bayar buku la, yuran kolej lagi, duit tambang bas, makan and etc. buku2 law plak bukannya murah. ada yang beratus. kalau yang perlu tu, aku beli dulu. kalau urgent sangat, aku fotostat je. dok kat sini kena berjimat cermat. blaja kat uni mmg byk belanja. aku selalu kesian kat parents aku. selalu kena masukkan duit utk aku. duit yang ayah aku cari bukan utk aku sorang je. kat umah tu perlukan jugakk. bayar bil, makanan, minyak kete, rumah and etc. tiba2 buat drama sedih plak kat sini. huhu.

it's all about money bebeh

money can't buy everything, but it seems like these days, everything needs money. kalau orang kaya tu, maybe x terasa la kot bebanan tu. sebab mereka mampu. lain la dengan orang yg kurang berkemampuan macam aku ni. sebab itu, gov sediakan ptptn. hehe. aku pun mohon la. sebagai persediaan. kot2 emergency ke hape, bleh guna duit tu. sekali lagi diulang, utk EMERGENCY je. kalau nak buat joli2 tu mmg x la.

okay la everyone. got to go. a lot of things need to be settled. ingat dok U ni lenggang2 je? haha. sebelum berpisah, meh saya testing dulu bahasa perancis saya yang saya baru blaja dgn Dr. X:

"bonjour, je m'appelle ida ismail."

okay. itu saja dari saya hari ni. jumpa bulan depan. bye *keh3. nampak bebeno malas nak meng'update'*

that lady in black and white suit

assalamualaikum semua...

berita ni dah lama, tapi sekarang baru nak cerita. aku sebenarnya akan melanjutkan pelajaran aku dalam bidang undang-undang. secara spesifiknya, ijazah sarjana muda pengajian undang-undang, which is supposed to be my dream course. siapa yang x happy kalau dapat course yang dia nak.

aku ni memang la happy, tapi happy ni macam kureng la sikit sebab aku akan masuk ke kelas yang baru. classmates dulu pun tinggal sikit je yang pursue law.new step, new class. macam x biasa je masuk kelas baru. ala-ala time asasi dulu. tapi last-last, baik jugakk dengan classmates semua, sebab semua dah get to know each other elok-elok.

but this one could be a different as kelas kitaorang berkemungkinan besar akan berpecah dan akan masuk ke kelas yang berasingan. it's kinda weird though. kawan macam dah rapat, dah tahu perangai sorang-sorang macam mana. tapi, kelas lain-lain. and then kena kenal budak lain because nanti degree, akan campur dengan asasi merbok dan kuantan. x pela, aku redha. dapat kenal dengan orang baru pun best jugakk. akan ada pelbagai jenis manusia nanti. haha.

and this time, aku x biarkan result aku sem ni effect sebab budak lain. biarlah time aku berjaya dengan usaha aku sendiri. x perlu nak mintak tolong orang selalu. x perlu nak asyik orang je yang buat kerja kita. nanti nak keje macam mana? suruh bos ke yang buat keje kita? mau nya kena lempang laju-laju. haha. nak baca kes pun x reti, dok uu aa uu aa aje la nanti dalam court. mau nya kena marah dengan tuan hakim. haha

and fyi, aku akan masuk uitm SA balik lepas raya nanti, to be exact 11 hb sept. 12 hb dah start kelas. rasa debar je nak masuk nanti. entah le kenapa. sebab kekok nak jumpa orang baru kot. environment sama, orang aje yang lain-lain. dan maybe akan berkurang la manusia-manusia kat cempaka sebab degree nanti akan sikit je studentnya. maybe around 200++. time asasi dulu nak dekat 800++ students.

persediaan? x prepare sangat lagi nak masuk nanti. lambat lagi la katakan. haha. medical check-up pun x payah buat. just isi borang. tu pun sikit je. yuran pun nak bayar lepas dapat duit nanti. kiranya sekarang, aku dok rilex jela kat umah sekarang. dok umah tolong mak masak, kemas rumah, kuar jejalan dengan kawan-kawan. dok sana nanti memang x jalan sangat la aku nanti. dok dalam bilik jela jawabnya. masuk degree dah x ada elaun, yang ada hanyalah ptptn (kalau dapat), which means lepas keje nanti kena bayar hutang. tapi kalau excel blaja nanti, hutang tu sikit jela yang bayar.

okay la kawan-kawan. mahu tidur dulu. esok nak bangun awal sahur. ingat pesan saya, hidup ni jangan terlalu bergantung kepada orang lain, sebab nanti akan ada masa kita kena rely on ourself. x semua orang dapat menolong kita, melainkan diri kita sendiri :)

p/s: blazer. necessity or not? :/

tinggalkan malaysia sekejap

assalamualaikum semua...

sekarang aku dok kat umah abang aku kat subang. malam esok akan ke KLIA, nak buat umrah. ye, aku dan the rest of my family akan menunaikan umrah. sudah pasti, ini merupakan pengalaman yang agak baru bagi aku. berdebar? gemuruh? takut? teruja? semua ada. tapi yang pasti, semua ibadat kena ditunaikan dengan sebaik mungkin.

makkah al-mukarramah

flight kitaorang dari KLIA tu akan ke bahrain. tidur kat sana dalam satu malam, lepas tu ke jeddah kan seterusnya ke madinah. kat sana maybe kitaorang akan dok kat sana dalam dua malam. sekejap je.

madinah al-munawwarah

lepas tu, kitaorang akan bertolak ke makkah untuk buat ibadat umrah tu. rasa bersyukur la jugak sebab ayah aku yang sponsor sume perbelanjaan kitaorang. alhamdulillah. dapat juga menjejakkan kaki ke tanah suci. menjadi tetamu Allah. segala puji bagi Allah, pencipta segala sekian alam.

aku belum lagi dapat menghafal segala doa tu. tapi dah tahu la basic-basic dia tu. insya-Allah, aku akan cuba untuk ingat semuanya.

apa-apa pun, aku harap agar korang dapat maafkan segala kesalahan aku kat korang, kot-kot aku ada buat korang terasa hati ke, aku ada terkasar bahasa ke. segala salah dan silap harap dapat diampun.

berubah.

dan aku harap korang doakan agar perjalanan kami sekeluarga diberkati Allah dan semoga selamat pergi dan balik. so long, malaysia. see you in two weeks more :)

the hyperactive cockroach

assalamualaikum to all of my readers

well, you know that i hate cockroaches so much that every time i meet them, i'll give them some poisonous greeting called the insect spray. it's one of the effective warm welcome from me to them so far. haha.

so, when i was in my room, that little creature caught my eyes while it was wandering here and there. and yes, i decide to kill it. there's always a killing instinct inside me, to terminate the little creature. blame me, i couldn't resist the temptation to kill it. this is a serious business for me. haha.

i couldn't help myself but sprayed the Ridsect directly to its body, as i expecting a great devastative aftermath of the cockroach homicide. the first attempt doesn't affect it that much, the only thing was that it turned out to crawl up to the curtain. that scared me as i'm afraid it'll FLY! yes, a flying cockroach. what a nightmare. so i sprayed more, hoping that it will fall dramatically with some sound effect, or some CGI... i'm just kidding.

the climax is to see the cockroach die. but one thing that keep bugging in my mind is to watch how the way it die. it keep jumping here and there. like, dude, chill up, you're going to die. just make it simple. you don't have to jump or make it like another tragic death. you're no one unless you are practicing some circus moves to make yourself a famous person one day. i mean, a famous insect.

and, after a long and tiring exciting show, the life of another cockroach has ended. it is buried deep inside the shelves near my study table. no one knows when it will be found. maybe when i cleaning my room.

i am MALAY

chinese guy: you orang melayu ka?

me: a'ah, saya orang melayu *while my face showed some curiosity*

chinese guy: owh, tapi you aa, lagi putih dari saya maa... haha *while comparing his skin to mine*

me: haha. *just laughing, don't know what to say*

chinese guy: eh, mata you memang hijau ka?

me: eh, x ada la. ni contact lense. saya rabun

chinese guy: you x ada boyfriend kaa?

me: x ada. nape?

chinese guy: you better cari cepat-cepat maa... haha

me: haha, x ada la... x berminat lagi nak ada boyfriend-boyfriend ni...

chinese guy: owh, okay-okay...haha..you mau balik kelantan ka? you blaja kat sini aa?

me: a'ah. nak balik kelantan, cuti sem 6 bulan...

chinese guy: owh, you blaja apa? kat mana?

me: saya blaja law kat uitm shah alam.

chinese guy: owh...eh, nanti jangan saman saya aa..haaha

me: haha, nape plak saya nak saman?

chinese guy: x ada la, takut-takut you ingat i nak mengorat you ka apa...haha

me: haha, x ada la. x kan saya nak saman plak..

and the conversation keep going on for about 30 minutes...well, it's a bit weird for a stranger to talk with me for such a long period. but i'm okay with it, if that guy don't gatal-gatal with me la. haha.

he seems to be surprised to notice me as a malay girl. not to brag, but maybe my skin is fairer than his. he keep asking me this and that, but yeah, i just answered all those questions. x nak orang fikir aku ni perasan and sombong plak.

i admit that i'm a little bit uncomfortable to chat with him because i hardly understand what he's talking about, his malay accent is not that good and i smelled something bad from his mouth, maybe the mouth odour of maybe that's how alcohol smells like.

what i'm trying to say is, i am a MALAY girl, and i'm proud with it. as the saying goes by Hang Tuah, ' x akan hilang melayu di dunia'. :)

19 is my new number

assalamualaikum to everyone...

i'm sorry to my readers as i haven't update my blog for such a quite long time. some of you, or most of you might don't know that my birthday has passed few days ago. it was such a great one. 9th february 2011 was one of my best day ever! such a hectic day for me as i'd played the role as DPP in our mtc 037 role play and right after that, my group had the debate assessment. to be more interesting, i'd took over the second speaker and fourth speaker of the opposition. what a day!

the role play (criminal trial)

the debate (4 against 3)

and alhamdulillah, everything gone well. madam atifah, our mtc 037 lecturer praised us for the great job we'd done. and of course, everyone was delighted with the great review. 'good job,good job,good job'. :D

after that, things going to normal. wake up people! it's Sir Harcharan class. and don't you dare to speak or sleep in his class, or he will call you with something hideous, like 'hey, you. yawning like a badak' or 'kepala atok hang'. haha.it may seems to be funny, but you don't wanna make him mad at you. take this as a warn, or maybe a piece of advice.

okay, back to the story. as Sir Harcharan class finished earlier than we expected, acap made an announcement, suggesting all of us to go and have some nice dinner at kfc section 7. the best part is, it's someone's treat! everybody was surprised (including me), but right after that, all of us agreed to join the 'makan time'. haha. what can i say, we just love to eat free food.

we gathered at the kfc around 9 pm. but, before that, mila, sofia and me went to secret recipe SACC to buy my all time favourite cake, blueberry cheesecake. it's hard to resist this temptation. haha. sue me. i couldn't help myself! haha.

can you noticed any 'i'm-that-very-happy-girl' in this picture?

the cake, or 'the accused' that makes me fat -__-

after we bought the cake, we then made our way to the KFC. when we reached the place, most of my classmates were already there, waiting with anticipation for more food and their faces were glowing as soon as they saw the undeniably-delicious cake. haha. no, they didn't.they made normal happy face, but not too excited. i'm the one who's overexcited. haha. it's my birthday, so what can i say? i am that happy at that particular time :)

so, when i was looking for other classmates who's on their way to the KFC, i saw afiq, or maybe afiq (i'm not that sure), was making some order at the counter. hence, i came up with my own assumption that he's the one who treated us on that night. but, like i said earlier, it's just my assumption. maybe there's someone else who's paying the bill. but my instinct is giving me such a strong signal that the person is 'him'. most of my female classmates thought that i'm the one who paid for the food and drinks. haha, i'm not that rich to treat 26 people at the same time. well, it doesn't matter who's the one who treated us on that night, but what i wanna say is, how lovely you are to treat us with those nice and simply dinner that consequently, gave me such a long-lasting memories and impacts. thank you :)

everyone was full on that night, i bet it. with tones of chickens and slices of cakes, their faces showed all. how happy and jovial they are. how they do enjoyed the night. for me, it's priceless. unfortunately, not all of us could spend their time with the rest on that night. wafa was ill and amni accompanied her sick roommate to a clinic. some frustration arose as i'm hoping everyone was there to celebrate my birthday altogether, the complete 28 members of LWP02C. but, it's okay. we can gather around again next time, with greater number of people. haha. as the saying goes, the more, the merrier :)

however, my grief doesn't last long. on our way back to mawar, they pranked me with flour and water! i was in complete shock at that time. all of my clothes had turned into white and sticky. euuww!! haha.

i'd render into monster! stay away from me, or i'll eat ya!haha

well, yeah. i don't eat people. i'm a monster that you can be friend with.haha

it is indeed such a great and awesome night for my friends and I. I will never lose track of our 'as sweet as cotton candy' memories and remembrances. for your information, foundation is on their way to finish, and we don't have plenty of time to hang out like we used to. everybody was busy with their assignments and homeworks, and thus, i don't wanna consume much of their time. after the foundation is over, we might never meet afterwards, or maybe, with Allah's will, we will meet each other and reminisce the old time we have been through. I love all of my classmates :')

p/s: this is my honest blog post. when i say that i love all of my classmate, i meant it :)

hebat la tu..haha

first time dapat good attempt dari Madam N *ignore me, focus on the paper*

assalamualaikum semua....

nampak tak gambar besar gedabak tu? haha. tu la kali pertama aku dapat 'good attempt' dari Madam N. agaknya macam susah la kan nak dapat 'good attempt' tu (susah ke?).haha. kalau dulu asyik 'redraft' je. sekarang bila dah dapat 'good attempt' tu, bangga la tu..haha. tapi aku ni tak la hebat mana pun. kena asyik buat pembetulan je dulu...ni pun satu je yang 'good attempt'. yang satu lagi kena 'redraft' balik.haha sedih betul. tapi tak apa, cuba lagi untuk dapat yang terbaik. 'good attempt' dari Madam N adalah amat berharga. hoho.

okay la...nak buat keje Sir H plak...banyak sangat assignments yang dalam 'on-the-list'. mungkin tak baik untuk kita yang mengeluh, tapi itu la manusia, kan? *hurm...*

all those hectic days

assalamualaikum to all readers..

"Q: so hows life been going so far?

A: good... just fine doing here. "

This dialog keep playing inside my head. i'd been VERY busy these days. that's explain why i couldn't help myself updating my blog. my bad. so sorry for that.

after i came back from the mid semester break, many things happened. some of them should be cherished and remembered, while the others better left behind, be ignored. i wish that those things won't happen to me, but i guess, we learnt from the experience, right? so, i better be more careful next time. i don't wanna waste my time, money, energy and etc. on something that even not worth for me. why the hell on earth should i act upon that way? give me a single simple reason. i bet you can't.

'lupakan kisah lama, mulakan hidup baru'. the best Madam N's quotes. haha. yes, it seems to be funny. but, don't you ever think the serious part, lay behind those jokes. i'd been pondered about that for while, thinking maybe she's right. forget the past, move on. yeah, how easy life can be, huh? unless you have those computer memories where you can keep the one that you want, delete those that are not needed; then, you can move on.

but i'm just a human being. i have feelings. i have those bad days where people talking bad about me without knowing the truth, when i missed the bus to go to the class, i got low marks for my tests, my friend back stabbed me, i didn't pass my first attempt to get my driving license, being blamed for things i didn't do... i know those feelings.

i'm trying to make myself to become a better person. i have all those resolutions. but i don't have those determinations and courages, in order to achieve the goals in my life. yes, indeed, i have learnt something from the past. but i need more. i don't wanna be the old me. i wanna make a NEW me! that's all that i want... is that so hard?

90% of the experts will say yes due to the laziness contained in my body is too high. low diligentness can't beat it. what a sad person i am... haha

well, i gotta go now. it's time for sleep.. goodnight and sweet dreams everyone :)

assalamualaikum...