the last missing pieces

it suddenly came up in my mind

that i never told you what i supposed to say

and i'm sure you will never knew about it

forever.

i'm good in keeping secrets and my feelings

that dwell firmly in my heart and my soul

but it never gonna change the fact

how i truly feel about you

i'm no good in showing my love and affection

but when i said so, i really meant it

never lie, i hate lies, and liars too

when you don't mean it, don't say it

i'm prefer to keep my love life as a secret

it's just between you and me

it's none of the whole world's business

to know about it.

thinking of getting another one is not necessary

i'll let the time do it's job

and when the right time comes, i'll be ready

i guess.

being in a solitude is neither great nor worst situation

ever happened to me

and it doesn't render my mindset to change totally

because life taught me to be strong, every time.

and as the time passed by, slowly

the feelings never changed

it stays well in my heart and my soul

maybe, just maybe eternally.

i will not succumb to my desires easily

because the desires will turn me into a weak person

and i know it well

yes, i do.

so i guess this is it, i'll never look back

because we'll never gonna go back to the past

and try to alter the ending

it's not gonna happen

thanks for everything, i appreciated it a lot

and you know that

it's great to know a person like you

though we'll never meet

and i'm sorry, i still didn't believe the true love.

adios, el amor.